Thursday, 9 August 2007
Friend no 1: "Where could you get as fabulous a view as this anywhere in the world"; "It's the air up here -- it's so clean."
Friend no 2: "Grianan gives me the creeps."
But then, she's the sort of person who prefers designer shoes to the open air.
Thursday, 2 August 2007
Finally a day that felt like summer. Warm enough to go bare-shouldered and to eat outside in my hodge-podge pocket hanky of a garden. Warm enough to run with the dog through newly cut grass. Warm enough to have to water the plants again this evening. Finally something like summer.
But also warm enough to notice the flipping litter strewn all over the place; plastic bags and fast-food containers and broken glass pock marking the hedgerows and the verges. Warm enough to hear the roar of motorbikes as they do double the speed limit with blithe impunity. Warm enough to hear the neighbours' dire choice of country'n'western dross on one side and teenaged metal rap on the other. And no matter if I was ill mannered enough to turn Radio 4 up to the max, I don't think the sound of The Archers would drown either of them out.
More and more I wish that I didn't live in the suburbs, where everyone sees you the minute you walk out the door; where neighbours impinge, however thoughtlessly and where the roar of the dual carriageway is never too far away.
When I first moved here, years ago, the countryside was still only a lane away and the road was a trickle of traffic. There were no grumpy teenagers with blue bags and loud music. It was peaceful here, then. It's still pretty quiet, here, tucked in my still little turn of a few houses. But it's no longer quiet enough.
Summer's lease hath all too short a date....
Wednesday, 1 August 2007
Thursday, 14 June 2007
Not sleeping.
Monday, 7 August 2006
After a couple of weeks doing nothing but cleaning and thinking about a new kitchen, I need to do something else. Like work, for example. It was just thinking about a new kitchen, mind you. Actually getting my backside in gear to do anything about it is another matter entirely. I have a bad habit of procrastination – one good reason to be working again, where the mountain of mounted up stuff has a nice manageable order to it. I make a list, work my way through it and there’s no space for procrastinating or looking at Dr. Who fansites on the web. I still prefer Jon Pertwee to anyone else, although David Tennant comes close. They say the regeneration will be Bill Nighy, which would be a glorious riff on Pertwee and might be my favourite yet.
It was a lovely weekend, even if it was stifling hot in Dublin on Saturday and poured with rain all the next day. I went to a party where the French windows opened out into the garden of my childhood summer memories, all tumbling red roses and high hedges and the canopied seat where we swang and laughed and imagined all sorts of worlds fuelled by Gallifreyan timetravellers and the Starship Enterprise. We imagined ourselves in all sorts of adventures and scenarios, except the one where we ended up as grownups with sorrows and joys and kitchens to procrastinate over.

